kelly_bear_paskill

"A friend sees my sparkling eyes and smiles. A true friend sees my sparkling eyes and knows I'm about to cry." Kelly Paskill "To the world you are one person... But to one person you are the world" Anonymous "You brought tears to my eyes when you told me you were in love with me and that no one knew your deepest secret. You brought tears to my eyes when I was trying to help you through your depression. I cried when I thought you were gone, never to be seen again. But I know that these were all because I couldn't handle the true love that was swimming through my veins at a million miles an hour. Not because you hurt me. Only your love made me crazy because I was unaware of what it really was." Kelly Paskill  My Ballad (may need some work) Decembers- Hawthorne Heights [] Skylar waits for beautiful Blair, as she speeds so fast, to only recieve a stair. They sit. They talk. That was all it's thought to be. But wait, he made a move, he touched her knee.

There breeches close together and the butterflies flutter. Eyes sewn shut for this feeling, all this emotions causes a shutter.

A date is set as to where they began. Inseperable, they were. When she went to his, she ran. At first glance there was such lust but these emotions grew stronger every minute. Beginning to turn to complete trust.

Everyday, she began feeling these tugs. She loves him so dear. But she finds out he started doing drugs. She prayed to God, this was all she had to fear. She tried to help him. But it just wasn't enough.

Rehab on the other hand, killed him so much, but it killed them both not being able to touch. I love you, oh I love you. Oh so very true, but being in rehab was the hardest thing to do.

When he got out he was happy as can be. Too bad a little later alcohol came to thee. The bitter taste of pain on his lips brought agony to Blair. Neither of them wanted this here and it was truely a horrible scare.

A thought came from above what if all they needed was their love? And he was better. It was obvious, even through the texts. But she was frieghtened of what could come next.

All this disease was eating away at them but they finally realized not only were they true, because of their feelings for eachother, but because of what they had been put through.



my calligramme

I know who you are... What can one say to the world when she knows the rest of the world can never understand him? He's so complex but so simple minded. he's a twist and noone would ever believe her on what he's really like. He calls her beautiful and tells her he loves her. His thoughts are illogical and depressing, But who would believe her? He's always "happy" and free-spirited. She loves what she found but loves it even more because she's the only ony that found what he truely holds. __Midnight Skylight__ Midnight Skylight is one of the biggest local bands around the area. Two beautiful young woman and two handsome young men made up this deep mystic rock band. Dressed in all black and skin-tight jeans, they danced on the dark stage being barely seen when the lights were off. But when the lights were on, they showed a magnificent amount of emotion on the stage. There shows were at midnight under the vibrant night sky. Everything is silent, if you ignore the heavy bass, the guitars made of bones, the high pitched screaming, the insane drums, the screeching fans, and the cracking of the amplifier. Sweat was everywhere. All you could smell was the disgusting, sticky solution running down your neck and chin. Water bottles are thrown around. You reach for one and pour the cool substance on your face and taste it slipping though the cracks in your lips. No one sees your face fill with excitement as you fill up on the luscious, smooth water. As soon as you’re hydrated you feel a tug. You’re pulled into a mosh pit. Every part of your body is pulling away. You’re up against everyone and you finally slip free. Your sweat mixes with everyone else’s. Your blood drips to the floor from a wound. Pain is eating away at your body, but because of this one band, you smile and sing your heart out with the dreamy vocalist. A poem written by Harley Duval <3 On a summer's day not so long ago I fell in love and I'll never know Just what it was that made me feel So drawn to her, what the appeal That set my pulses so to race When ever I gazed upon that face Of one who was scarce but a child Yet even then could drive me wild I'll never know the how's and why's I lost my heart to those blue Eyes But when I got that long sought kiss I knew I'd found my perfect miss My redneck girl from down the lane And I'll never let her go again

For how could I describe our love? Romantic love, all hearts and flowers No way to count the days and hours Spent in self-indulgent wishes And thoughts of long awaited kisses Of sweet embraces, tender sighs And gazing into love filled eyes Oh yes, it is that kind of love

Or, is it yet the love of passion The ecstasy that knows no ration That shuddering nerve-tingling feeling The climax with your senses reeling The wondrous joy when you discover That sweet surrender to your lover Oh yes, it's that kind of love too.

Or even yet a love that grows One that cares and one that knows That sees beyond the outer skin Into the person deep within That loves the spirit and the soul The inner self that makes the whole Built on trust and empathy A love you know was meant to be

The love we share is all these things A love that has no need of rings A love you never need to doubt A love I cannot live without A love to last us all our days A love I'll share with you always