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I sit and wa- tch as an o friend walks away from me and all our m  emories into her new life

(its supposed to be a teardrop didnt turn out so well)

I love you

A rose behind her ear Walking down the raod smiling all the more He makes her want him to be near Warm and fuzzy all the way down to my core He had no idea what happens to me Whenever he's around He has my hearts key Cause love makes the world go round Smiling, laughing, playing, dancing in the rain Caring, loving, needing, wanting you Get on the train We need to get Jen and Tyler All together forever Love between the four of us and together we'll flee

 Sunrise

Sunrise a time for a new beginning a new day But days always turn into nights The most beautiful flower will wilt over time And time is what brings wonders Wonders are apart of your dreams Dreams let you elplore the world as you want When you dream you are in your own world A world that you create how you want The world where you can be you The world where __no one__ can tell you how to be You could dress how you want without being labeled The place you can escape to, the place you can call home When you dream you can be happy You can get away from all the drama Your life can be easier You get to be able to forget about your problems You can walk away for a bit You get to be able to have fun You can love how you want Not how you are told Sadly dreams are not real Life and death are real Love and hate do exist and they are real In dreams you aren't told how or what to do

**Dreams and Wonders Life and Death Love and Hate**

Daddy

Daddy smiling at me in the mirror I’m twirling in my princess dress Five years old and didn’t have a clue That daddy was picturing me in my white dress

Growing older I realized how much he loves me Doesn’t want me to leave Doesn’t want me to grow up and be free Wants me to be his little girl forever

The little princess he always wanted Damn is that hard Trying to fill the shoes that he created Hope I don’t let him down too bad

When he finds out I’m not who I let him believe More of a rebel than a good girl in and out Should I show the true me?

Help me out here grams I never needed you this much before Please tell me what to do Give me a sign, or a lure

Just please tell me Answer my one question Please then I’ll leave you be Am I going to hurt him?

Will he be proud of me? Ashamed? Is he going to leave me like lee? God I hope not

One word, two word Only two words Should I tell him the word? That I lied to him for 16 years?

I’m going out on a limb here “Daddy, can I tell you something?” Nodding his head “sure” “I…never mind” I cant do it

“You sure honey?” “Yeah daddy don’t worry” Walking away I let the first tear fall

Going into my room I open the window and embrace the cold rain Jumping out I ran to his house My heart filled with so much pain.

Maybe he will understand But I want him to know first that he is my everything Please baby forgive me, look out your window as I stand Rain pelting my face

Mascara smeared Eyeliner all over Crying in the rain always works For a long lost lover

Walk with me I need you Together we can flee But first I need to tell daddy the truth

As long as he knows And I have you I think I can finally Be free

Sorry daddy But I can’t live a lie anymore I love him and will marry him He will be dancing with me in his arms on that floor

He may not have a ring yet But he will I know he wont leave it lay He will buy me the best he can

Daddy, will you dance with me? To our song? I loved her first, just for me We both love it.

Then to Red Sovines Daddy’s girl I just want you to hold me One more time like when I was a little girl

The song is ending and my daddy passes me off He holds me while I cry I cry for my daddy and everything It’s my time to fly.

“Dance with me, love” he said Looking at him with my big blue teary eyes “Anything for you sweetheart” He tied off all his ties

Mine for the rest of forever He will always be my man Loving and needing him Even if he’s so tan

A big family he wants He told me himself a while back When we were youngins But we really do need some slack

Daddy doesn’t want to be a pop-pop yet And I can’t be a mommy not now But maybe we can try Even if I’ll look like a fat cow Looking into his eyes I know if I say no he’ll listen And won’t tell lies Because he loves and respects me.

Standing in the Rain

I watch as she stands, Getting soaked by the rain. Clothes sticking to her skin, Why is she in so much pain?

All alone in her world She looks so lost When will she have her time? Doing every thing, she can at every cost.

Moving down the road, She pulls her hood up. Make up smeared everywhere Eyeliner not where it should

Passing a one way street sign She draws a broken heart. If only life and love worked that way, A one-way street.

She stops moving, She screams up to god “Why me? I’ve had enough.” Murmuring repeatedly “what else god? What else?”

Falling on her knees She scrambles to get up Will god answer her pleas? Or is he waiting for her to give up?

Her parent’s car pulls up However, she will not give in When will they give up? Torn between the two.

Mother & Father or “him” Can she choose? Can she go on any further? When will she end it?

Hands in her pockets, Pulling the gun out, And aims for her head. POW! Bullets come flying out.

She flops on the ground. Blood flowing out of her head. She is no more Looks like she could not choose.

Daddy

Walking down that isle, Daddy’s arm clinging to mine, Finally gonna have my fairytale ending, All I need is a little time.

Something old, Something new, Something borrowed, With something blue.

Mom is crying, Dad is holding the tears, My brothers are smiling, My husband will make me grin for years.

Daddy reaches the alter, I finally see the tears flow, A kiss and hug before departing our separate ways, I let a tear go.

Standing waiting to say “I Do”, Flash backs are attacking me, Daddy hugging me after I had my first heartbreak and so on, Daddies finally letting me go after all these years, he let me free.

I hope daddy does not think I am leaving him, I just wish I could wake up one more day to see his face, Tears are finally flowing, I can see my brothers holding them in.

My brothers are holding in their tears, But soon their gonna let them flow down, After all the years of teasing all these years, Their baby sister grew up.

I said “I do” and I kissed my groom, I am officially part of a new family, Give me my mop and my broom, I am going to be a mother and a wife.

I miss living with my daddy, But what little princess wouldn’t? I love him with all my heart, I know he would make me move back but he can’t.

Walk away with me We can run away I love you and you love me too right? Put me in your arms and forever I’ll stay. I’m sorry we weren’t together before But now we are Waling into the store Your arm wrapped around my shoulder.
 * __ Walk Away With Me __**

I look up with a smile On my face laughing At something you said, my smile Fell when I say the time.

So much love to put in my eyes Let my feelings shine through No my eyes aren’t telling lies I love you and I’m in love.

Don’t ever leave me Cause I need you You officially hold the key To my heart.

At our sleepovers You tuck me in And kiss my forehead And say I win. You say you win Because you got me And in your heart We are free

Snuggling Kissing Hugging Wanting Needing Having Loving You

Snuggling Kissing Hugging Wanting Needing Having Loving Me

Baby, I love you.