It's Not the End, Definitely Not.

Today I found out that nothing ever existed, and that i am just a dream of what the world wanted me to be. It is with great regret that i hereby resign my thoughts to the open void of space.
I can no longer continue to pretend to exist knowing that nothing is the fabric of my existence.
Furethermore, I have lost complete faith in my ability to laugh, love, learn, mourn and enjoy anything.
It's a shame that such a revelation had to take place on such a day as beautiful as this.
The sun is not shining.
The wind is not blowing.
The flowers have no color.
But I am not discouraged, for I know somewhere there is something. i just may never find it.


CRAPPY SEQUEL THAT MAKES THE FIRST ONE INVALID

I have travelled to the ends of the universe
Sorting out all that could be fixed
From a crossed neuron to a broken star
All needs to be changed
Nothing can function until it is corrected
I must fix everything
It is the only thing I have to do now
I am the cosmic ocd monster
I will devour the misplaced objects
and make them into an alphabetical musuem
I am the cosmic ocd victim
Help me stop fighting this war.

"actually, I wasn't planning on doing this today," he said as he wandered into the darkness of the Appalachian moountains. A bear attacked him. They were travelling to the mountains, having selected it by the roll of a die. He yelled for any sign of human life. They parked the car and started walking around the lake to the other side. he was bleeding, to death some might say.